.let's make a child.

hah.is it?..suddenly i remembered the words..ngeee..it's happened 2 weeks ago when i was hangout with ms FSH.the words accidently spill out from our conversation.ahahaha..hurm she's actually coming back to KL for a few days...but seriously we dun have enough time to spent...hurm missed that moments..but what  should i do..it's all about time..actually me myself want  a vacation too…please..i really needed…when talked about vacation,I’m actually already booked a ticket to go back to my hometown.and guess what?my parents didn’t know about that..ngeeee..just want to make a big surprise for them..tadaaaaa I’m home…owh I miss them so much..

hehe motive i upload this picture??smile n smile...kept thinking that if i can stop the time...this picture taken when my friends and i were went to Rachan Waterfall serian,Sarawak

ok nite all..time to sleep..and as usual tomorrow i have to wake at early in the morning and then go to work..

 

..today is Sunday..Fine!!..

Morning world...today is sunday..yup i'm still like usuall wake up in the early morning and prepared to go to work...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!1..i hate weekend...why?because a lot of customer will come..and ofcourse my company will "tunggang terbalik"...out of control...but after this..weekend is the first thing i'll wait..hehehe...huh cannot wait to end this disaster episode...but i learned something preciously...which i couldn't bought it at any place...hurm....Like HELL!!!...

.....cannot wait to end up today...

...my life?........still messy....

I love The way you Lie

i'm totally lost...yup lost in everything i've done..you hurt me twice..but who cares...?
i'm trying to foget..but it kept running to my head...tell me what do you see..yes i lost my mind..or maybe crossed the line..
this is not enough...arghhh..

another episode...
sizzling yee mee..dinner..hangout...chocolate..
you all really made my day...but thee truth is there's nothing special between us..
Yup..we're just friends...

Acustic Music Station..
Yes finally i found it...ngeeee...hurm..nothing much i can say..
but..it's better for me just forget it...

Hurm..FYI...this weeks nobody can have a leave..WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

-gossip liar-

gossip..
when sumone send a plastic beg of bread to me this evening at my working place..
my collegue guessed that it was by mr H..what???omg!!how they can think that we have a scandal..No..No..No...i admit that that guy always make joke with me..but..hurm..no..no..no..i only assume him just like my brother..ngee..

Liar..not l..i..a..r...ok..but a liar...
arghhh..why should i think of it..and sick of it...just forget it..but seriously it's really hurting me...
not as worsed as i have to speak english + arab with the foreigner at my company today :p..i can write in jawi..but sorry i can't speak arab sir...ahahaha...

my bos kept talking about the proposal...arghhhhh..please i want to leave this company ASAP!!

You are fired!!

oh Damn! yesterday one of   my collegue at this company had been fired..and the best part it's only by phone..WTF!..pity her..

arghhh..........

at 7pm o'clock my kazie call..ask me to went out wif him..so we had lepakking at QBISTrO..HURM and guess what i had met Pierre Andre..OMG!..ahahaha...

my first love

yup i do love u..more than u ever had think abou it..ahahha..huh..what a tiring weeks that i ever had..a miserable ends of the year...besides i even didn't noticed it's already 2011..OMG!..what had i left before??now let me summarised all of it..
21/12/10 : had an interview as a graphic designer..yup i got the job
23/12/ 10:go back to my hometown..now just take it as a my vacation with miss FSH..ahahah..

had a beautifull moment here "pantai bisikan bayu"

pose n pose again

is it i'm like a teacher..ngeee..guess where i am..

and her..ahahahah

having "air batu campur" here...this picture was taken by my "abah"..so please ignore any mistakes..

27/12/10:got to came back to KL..arghh..by bus ok..huh...what a day...the bus had some problem..arghhh annoying...
28/12/10:i had start my new life as a grahic designer..is it real??
Date?? forgot already..had a photoshoot session with ms FSH..hehe

all those pictures taken from KLCC :P..very the koya la kan...haish...all because we don't have enough time to go to other place for our photoshoot session..

....
wahhhhhhhhh today already january 14...
damn! i really miss my heart here...being as a graphic designer make me felt like a shit...@$##$%@#$!$..all those words kept coming from my mouth..WTF...arghhh..let it be...Please God let me end all this as soon as possible..i really can't handle it anymore....

and bla bla..
actually i want to upload the new year pictures of me and my friends...when talked about that..there was something new happened in my life...hahahah...it's actually a story from the past 3 years..but now we already open a new book...it's all about a blonde girls..everythings was strat from her...hurmm..ok let me just leave it like this...and for you readers i promised that  i will upload of all of the updated pictures of mine...ahhh Damn i really missed my own space..SUMPAH i really needed..sorry if this updated are a little bit messy..what to do...juz wait ok...itu kaki kipas suda panggil...got a job for me :P

ok here all pictures from new year nite..

Yes this is our first meet up..nice to know u babes

Yes we already here..

too many peoples...huh!

wif all the crazy guys...

fireworks for end of year 2010

enough for the fireworks festive..now move to other place :P

A Spoil Toaster

Good Morning everyone..cempaka in da house..ngee..what a beautifull morning..but sadly a toaster has ruined everything..arghhhhhhh...actually this morning i want to breakfast with a butterscotch bread toasted...but i don't know why the toaster was nor working..haish....it kept vomit back my bread...even i pressed it so many times...arghh..so what's left just a hot neslo with the butterscotch..so i just "cicah" the butterscotch with my hot neslo..hurmmm.........

Last night i had message him that i'm gonna be back to my hometown next week..but i don't know why he didn't reply till now.is it he was angry with my decision..but what can i do..i have to do that..what else left here for me..i cannot just sit down without doing anything..better i go back to my hometown..atleast i can be with my parents..i missed my mom and dad so much...hurm..if he didn't want to understand my situation,what else i can do..let it be...i just hope that one day he can understand why i'm doing this...it's all for our own goods...

one more thing that not supposed to be happen was "an email"..arghh..why it kept coming to my inbox..arghhhhhhhhhhhh..it's so annoying..could you understand that there's nothing could change....even so many emails send it to my inbox...


Dear heart:can i have a peaceful vacation please...really needed..

@ampang

TODAY I WAS SLEPT AT MY AUNT,'S HOUSE,.THEN TODAY.....BLA BLA BLA.TO BE CONTINUE..ACTUALLY I WAS TESTING POST AN ENTRY TO THE BLoG USING MY UNCLE'S HANDPHONE...NGEEE...DAAAA

Internship Presentation

Today would be my Internship Presentation with Dr. Jane..My supervisor said maybe she will coming at 2.30 pm..What should i prepare?

Presentation slide = Done

Logbook = Done

Physically = Done

Mentality = Hurm..not so sure..because my heart was messed up already..Arghhh!!Damn...

I hope everything gonna be OK..Please all pray for me..

3.00 pm
Yeay i'm done..Thanx Dr. Jane for evaluating me...now i can have a big smile...

I Need U

I know its not your fault, but I’m? a locked door
Anytime I’m a mess by someone before
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick
We’ve got a million keys,?
None of them seem to fit
While your on the phone,
Call up the clocksmith,
Cuz I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit

Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time
I said I need you
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

I’m thinking now’s? the time,
Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle,
I’m tired of laying low, lets give the world a show
And when you know, you know,
And when you know, you know, you know
And when you know, you know, you know, you know
And that’s why I need time

I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2)
I need you to understand (x4)
I need you (x3)
I need you, you, you

.Weird.

mornink..

the weird person which have been talked by the staff before this has coming back to the office..Mr.S..hurm..but honestly for me he's not like the person who are they are mention before..i mean they said he's a weird person..i'm so suprised that he could talk to me and share some of his experienced..nice person..could smile, talk nicely and humble..it's ok maybe its too early for me to judged him..so just wait and see..

second..

the new person in my fb..hurm..actually just approve..he's actually my old friends from the secondary school..then he starts chatting with me..then after a while he asked me for going out someday or maybe this weekend..but don't know why deep down in my heart felt something not good about him..at first i just thought that he maybe just want to meet me as my old friends..but suddenly he called me with "syg"..arghhh...i don't like this..but i just ignored it and assume he just kidding me and not so serious..hopefully..and  i just wait for my best friends come to KL then i'll decide weather want to meet him or not..and if that happen meaning i'll go with my bff, not alone...by the way he's so weird...

evening session...balcony dialog..

quote of the day..

he:"eh, staff baru ke?"

they:"xla practical tu.."

he:"kenalkanla..bla2..."

they:(laughing)
me:(blurr)..watever

..Scandal..

haha..today i really damn bored in da office..then as usual i on my fb..then bla..bla..bla..after that i was chatting with my bez fwen since my kindergarten..hehe..then she said,actually she want asked me something..but she afraid that i might be "terasa" or something...then i said..go ahead it's ok..just asked..then she suddenly changed the topic..arghh..i'm not satisfied..lastly, dia mengalah gak..then she asked me:tol ke dulu ko ada pape ngan ........??..then me said:haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..wat???where the story came from??so weird...or weirder..wat else..aku ape ag rs nk gelak guling2 jerk..lucky i was in da office..if not i might be dying just because of laughing..haha..then she said:please tell me the truth..me said:bg pihak aku la,mmg xde pape pun, we just friends..yup, maybe we had shared something from the past but we just a closed friends...besides he already married la...haha..so for you my friends my answer is ...i really don't  have any  scandal with him ok...but i don't know how n why the story like that came up..but you really make my day...

..just friends..

..A Word..

I know it’s wrong to write some word in short form..Especially in Bahasa Melayu..But today I don’t expect that sumone could take it as a serious issue..haha..mayb it’s because the different of two generation..or maybe I can say the two different status.. For me as a student, it’s a normal thing to use words in short form..It’s because sometimes we want to cut off space of writing especially in sending an email or sms..hurm..the moral is dun just simply write short form to sumone who are did not in same generation with u..wakaka..if I know..But the truth is I’m so embarrassed to that person..Should I??

it's happen again..

It’s happen again..what??i mean was I lost my voice again..not because of I had shout at the concert or what..it’s start from flu and cough..and suddenly after I had a lunch wif my fwen lea..at Causeway Bay,Pending..Kuching.. my voice getting worse..arghhhhhhhhhh..giv me back my voice pls..huhu..i thought I got tonsil again..haha..actually “aku da biase cmni”..even my mom’s already give a bundle of medicine or whatever vitamins to prevent the tonsil. .but I’m still ignored it..i’m sorry mama..but it doesn’t mean I just throw all da stuff,I still have it..it's just i don't take it regularly..ngee..hopefully i would recover as soon as possible..

By the way yesterday, i'm so enjoyed with the lunch..thanx lea for a great foods...

Grilled Chicken Chop Hot Plate

wif black pepper sauce

Grilled Chicken Chop Hot Plate Set

+ mushroom soup

+ Ice Lemon Tea

Price: RM12.80

Taste: Awesome!!

..settle down..

..so relief..

..wat u giv u get back..

..hurm..what to do..what past is past..

..as u wish..

..disagree..

..lets watch dis video by disagree..
..title song: Scarecrow Adams..i really like it..

.:Boredamn:.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...Damn bored!!!!still rainning..


me:"mama...bowinkla..jom la g jejln.."
mom said :"ujan nie..cmne nk g memne..agpun mama keje..pas ni mama cti pnjg 5 hari..."
me:"hurm"(sigh)
mama:"gtau mama awk nk g mne..klu nk g jln..."
me:"g la memne..but not at home...uwaaaaaaaa"
mama:"ok..nant da xujan kte g"..
me:::
hurm..yeah..u just said it right..i knew it...huhu..but i really hope for going somewhere..please mom...i'm begging u..or why not u juz let me go by myself..hurmm dlm hati mimpi je la at...but mom..i knew u really try to make me happy right??...neway i love u so much...mmuahhhh...but mama,promise still a promise k..hehe..dun ever break it..