.LoVe iS PainFuLL.

..I lOve waLkiNg iN The raiN becaUse nO One knOw I'm cryiNg..

.love means sacrifice.

"Yang membuat kita sedih adalah..melihat orang yang kita sayangi, menyayangi orang lain..tapi yang lebih menyedihkan adalah..melihat orang yang kita sayangi pura2 menyayangi kita, hanya untuk buat kita tersenyum.."-ms H

Miserable

time goes by..but i'm still like this..kept regret on doing the same mistakes..hurm..i afraid to leave,but i think i have too..either i like it or not..there's nothing left here for me..arghhhhh i hate this feeling so much!!i wish i were sumone else now...sometimes, being in love it's not a wonderful things that ever happened in your life...sometimes it can be a disaster...Love also can make your life so miserable...

" there can be thousands way to destroy a relationship, but it just take two hearts to keep the relationship intact - if both hearts know how."

RUNAWAY

thinking of runaway
but how, where and when?
Bullshit..
Do you think anything can settle just like that..
Even you just throw it away and run..
it's still be ur shadow..
Nothing can separate both of them..
Now pick your best move, you could leave or live wit' it
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Dear Heart:I'm feeling so down.......

Silent Treatment

i just need my own space for myself..so better we just be quiet..it is better than we speak,but at the same time we're hurting each other...

...The silent treatment is CONTROL, and a safe means for them to avoid any  'uncomfortable' topics, issues in the relationship, or issues within himself (or herself).

-far away-

why life it's so hard?

why do we people make it so complicated?

why not we just have a simple life and be happy?..

life is so short..we just live here for temporary not for ever..

"dunia hanya semntara yg kekal di akhirat sana..

"why don't people just understand that sometimes certain people just want have a simple life but still happy...

Why do we never appreciate what we have?

why isin't possible to fully appreciate someone or something while it's still here..

..my HEART iS bLeeDinG..

Dear Heart:Please be strong!!!!!..please...
it's easy to forgive but it's hard to forget..why do people always cheating on the person who they loved..why??? even they said that they did because don't want to broke ur heart..but did they realized that they had hurting them by doing that..besides it's even hard to accept....They just find the reasons to cover up the lie..how could they do that!!!Don't you know that been cheating by someone you loved it's so HURT!

.empty..

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss that moment

That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty


There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love

And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love

..trouble is a friend..

monink...
after 1 week holiday for hari raya puasa...i came back to unimas...hurmmm so bowink..my heart is so empty n dying(maybe)..huhu..so sad for being here after the holiday..hope not to be here...on Tuesday i have to go to class as usuall..but actually i already skip da photography class..haha..no mood to go..besides my slides for the asian cinema presentation still not finished..huhu..OMG wat should i do...but Alhamdulillah Thank God i've done my presentation successfully..even there was sumone who wanted to conquer the presentation..yerla dia kan leader(me n lea keep sayin' dat for the whole day..wakaka)
wednesday..she's already came back to unimas..but dun know why..she's still like dat..wat mke..argghhhh damn...i hate dat face...why she kept doin' dat..pe slh aku n lea...shit...please la...pls tell us wat happen...dun just be like dat...if u think u can survived with him..fine..but please be honest...sorry if both of us broke ur heart or sumthin'...but don't u ever thought about our feeling too???please la..were already know each other for 2 years or mayb not officially more than that..what ever it is..please b urself...really hope that one day she can say sumthing..atleast make us clear what was actually happent between us...i'm so tired to think about this..damn it!!!arghhhhh it's up to u la...ko pun da bsr kan!!...