..sign..

..Oh God..is it this is a sign for me...i'm so disapointed..sad..mad..but God please giv me strength to face it..please..i really need it..i tried to forget and forgive..i really want to do it...why all this happen to me..why???????????????..but I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that i can learn to let go, things go wrong so that i appreciate them when their right, i believe lies so i eventually learn to trust no one but myself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together...

Dear Heart:

please be strong..i know you can..

don't let ur emotion control ur mind..

i know it's hurt..really hurt..but if you can face it..then you can be more strong in future...

let's just forget and forgive..then you can feel better..

let the time heals it...and one day u can smile likes nothing happened..

Dear Tears:

please stop weeping..

even it's hard but please stop falling..

..Tears..

 

Tears please stop falling down..
Cause I have something else to bring it on..
Don’t pull it off the dawn..
I want to see it on my own..

Please tears leave me alone..
Let me have a great moment..
Even I don’t deserved it..
But let me have it..

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i dun know why i write this poem..all i know is now, I'm so miserable.

..meet my old fwen..

..today at 11a.m..i was hangout with my old friend..Since 5 years maybe we never see each other..he came to my college and pick me up for going out..haha..so many changes..but i'm happy because it's such a small reunion..Actually he was of my friends since secondary school besides we were lived in the same hometown..hurm..actually when we at the secondary school we were not so closed but still friends rite??..i was so shocked when he suddenly called me last week and told me that he was in Kuching too..So, he just take this chances for meeting me..Thanks for him for the lunch..So many stories i heard from him about my others friend..we spent about 3 hours together then he sent me back to my college..This week maybe his last time being in Sarawak and after this he will posting to Subang,KL..So maybe after this we can meet up again at KL.. :)

..happy lonely day..

14 February...So lonely..i missed my hometown..

2nd day of my midterm holiday..Slept at 4.am..wake up at 9.a.m..hurm the first thing i do when i woke up was turn on my laptop..playing the song in my playlist..i tried to connect to the wireless..then started online..after that saw the latest update in my facebook..then checked my email..hurm around 1 p.m go to the bathroom and washed my clothes..-then continue with online again..arghhh...DAMN BORED!!..i'm so worried about my FYP there was no progress..OMG!!..please GOD..give me some guidance to do that..hurm..i dun know why i kept thinking about this thing...How should i faced the truth..??Please let this feeling go far away from me...

..Facebook outing..

Last nite at 11.25pm Leah called me..then she said:"hurry2 the guys are waiting for us to go to McD..Me:"What???"..i thought it's not going to happen..haha..get dressup in juz 10 minutes..what's a super extreme for me to dress up in that time..but i continue to make up at the stairs while waiting for the guys to pick us up..then we're "lepakking wif them till 1.am.."huahua..dun know how n since when we're closed with all the guys..

..Steamboat at D11,Kuching..

..12 February..having a good times wif some friends at D11..all i can do is..eat..eat..eat till i'm really full..let's see some pictures of us..

..time to grilled and boiled all da stuff..

..huaa..what a messy table..

..me and lea were so happy having the steamboat..

..having a great time together..

..eat as much as i could..

..so yummy and juicy..

..face full of food..haha

..VIP foto shoot..

VIP fotoshoot on 9th february for MULTIMEDIA courses..
..Location:FSKPM,UNIMAS...