Finally Found

finally the truth was find out..fullstops..and i'm really happy for that..and i'm not regret for leaving that before..My decision was rite!..Thank GOD!..i feel great..hahaha...To that person...please..please..please...please...find ur own happiness by urself..don't drag other person into ur life..PLEASE!!!!grow UP!..please be ashamed for urself...

RUNAWAY

thinking of runaway
but how, where and when?
Bullshit..
Do you think anything can settle just like that..
Even you just throw it away and run..
it's still be ur shadow..
Nothing can separate both of them..
Now pick your best move, you could leave or live wit' it
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Dear Heart:I'm feeling so down.......

Silent Treatment

i just need my own space for myself..so better we just be quiet..it is better than we speak,but at the same time we're hurting each other...

...The silent treatment is CONTROL, and a safe means for them to avoid any  'uncomfortable' topics, issues in the relationship, or issues within himself (or herself).

i have to move on

Yup!i have to move on..that's it!..i'm so tired for being fooled by the person who didn't know how to appreciate on what they have..Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i'm so sick............

"There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life."–annynomous

 

 it's time to move on,
time to get going,
what lies ahead,
i have no way of knowing,
but under my feet,
grass is growing,

Frozen in real time,

i'm losing my mind,
It's time to move on,
it's time to get going,

Friday Entry

hi..Morning All!!
it has been a long time i didn't write for the friday entry..Maybe i'm so busy..is it?hahaha...What a day..Today is very peaceful with a raining day..What a beautiful day..i like it..So cold but so calm..As usual i like friday because it's the last day for every weekdays for me to go to work...Yeay!..then tomorrow would be Saturday!..so i can wake up late not at the early morning..Arghhhh..!..i hate it..!
There were so much thing happen to me for this week..but this time i just let it go and throw it away as far as i can..why should i be sad just for a small thing..i deserved to be happy..let others people with their own way..let it be..but for me, i just want to be my self..Everybody have been hurts but they also had been cured..so do i..i don't want to think much on it..Besides, me myself didn't know,is it it's to important for me to think of it?..Yeah..sumtimes we called it "KARMA"..what goes around comes around..what you give, you get back..So just let it to GOD to pay for it..i should be thankful on what i have now..
ok.then let's move to the next story..hurm finally, yesterday i got a part time job..it's actually not really a big deal actually..ngeee..but i really like it..besides i'm so excited..Thanx for my friends,Mr Zhaffran for giving me a chanced..i really appreciated it..At least i got sumthing to do during my free times..if any jobs which i can do after this,please let me know..ok?

Internship Presentation

Today would be my Internship Presentation with Dr. Jane..My supervisor said maybe she will coming at 2.30 pm..What should i prepare?

Presentation slide = Done

Logbook = Done

Physically = Done

Mentality = Hurm..not so sure..because my heart was messed up already..Arghhh!!Damn...

I hope everything gonna be OK..Please all pray for me..

3.00 pm
Yeay i'm done..Thanx Dr. Jane for evaluating me...now i can have a big smile...

Gamble Trip to Genting

 On LAst Saturday suddenly got a msg at 5.51 am from a friends..wait at lrt ****** we are goin' to Genting at 8.00 am..what???Then after that i go to the toilet for a bath..hurm..but still didn't ask the permission from my brother..urghhhh..it's already 6.30 am..but my bro still sleeping..hurm then i just prepared my self..ngeee..gamble..after that my brother woke up..but sadly he cannot give me the permission..so i have to call my mom..Thank GOD...luv u mama..YEAY!!..she gave me the permission to go to Genting..But don't have too muuch pictures at the Genting..all are in my friends camera..what to do..We are going with 7 friends..They are friends of my friends..hurm..let's move on to the pictures..

in front of First World

the ghost

in skyway cable car

piece

wif mr sul n jep

 main entrance

the darkness

Coldness..grrr

maybe i will upload the rest after i got the pictures from them..huhu..That's all fro now..