new phase

Yup today is 10^th  August 2011..it’s Wednesday morning..today it’s my birthday…sorry because my blog haven’t update for a long time..There was something happened before..Which I have gone through all the pain all by myself..Before this I don’t have any strength to be here to write up all the things that happened just like before..Just like my routine before to update my blog..But now I think it’s time for me to move on and grow up..Leave all the past behind..like everybody said “every pain there is healing” .i hope my birthday today will start something good and worth it to my life..i admit that it’s really hard for me to be strong and start to walk again after u were fall deep down to the earth..and now I have to crawl again to be the real me..GOD please guide me to the right way..

Dear heart: even it’s just a piece of cake..it’s good enough than neither..yup I’m really appreciated it..i thought I was alone…but…

.LoVe iS PainFuLL.

..I lOve waLkiNg iN The raiN becaUse nO One knOw I'm cryiNg..

.love means sacrifice.

"Yang membuat kita sedih adalah..melihat orang yang kita sayangi, menyayangi orang lain..tapi yang lebih menyedihkan adalah..melihat orang yang kita sayangi pura2 menyayangi kita, hanya untuk buat kita tersenyum.."-ms H

.killing me softly.

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currently i'm at the airport....
waiting for my flite...........
why it's feel so hard for me to left.......
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dear heart:i really need you....


suddenly..
just a few minutes before boarding time...
one msg received....
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
could you juz leave me alone...
i dun have any intention with that matter anymore....
pls..
don't pretend like you dun knoe anything..

.Gonna Fly Away..

Yup tonite i will fly away..
Bring along my empty heart..
Hope for the miracle..
Pray it won’t fade away..

 i do believe  in faith..
but sumtimes i can only pretend that it never happened.
it's because that i only have one heart..
When it's gone..
i dun know where to find it back..


There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go..

Dear Heart:Can you survived if you lost everything that u have...???

p/s:Can i  pray for the miracle happen??

Getting worst

I never knew I can be hurt like this..

I’m so tired of feeling blue..

Oh GOD please..

What should I do…

I really don’t have the strength to face it..

my heart felt so empty..

i felt that i'm dying..

Dear Heart:Could you just let me go..and be sumone else..

.Cyber cafe.

Yup currently i'm surfing in a cyber cafe (cC) after a long time..As i remembered The last time i'm surfing in the cc when i was studied for my diploma which means 4 years ago..ahahaha..but the feeling was so different..
2006
-The screen monitor  was 15 inch and with bigger size,,but now only using a flat screen and more wider..hurm...dun know how to explain what was my feeling rite now..maybe like "jakun" :P