Monday, November 15, 2010

Finally Found

finally the truth was find out..fullstops..and i'm really happy for that..and i'm not regret for leaving that before..My decision was rite!..Thank GOD!..i feel great..hahaha...To that person...please..please..please...please...find ur own happiness by urself..don't drag other person into ur life..PLEASE!!!!grow UP!..please be ashamed for urself...


thinking of runaway
but how, where and when?
Do you think anything can settle just like that..
Even you just throw it away and run..
it's still be ur shadow..
Nothing can separate both of them..
Now pick your best move, you could leave or live wit' it
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Dear Heart:I'm feeling so down.......

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Silent Treatment

i just need my own space for better we just be is better than we speak,but at the same time we're hurting each other...

...The silent treatment is CONTROL, and a safe means for them to avoid any  'uncomfortable' topics, issues in the relationship, or issues within himself (or herself).

Friday, November 12, 2010

i have to move on

Yup!i have to move on..that's it!..i'm so tired for being fooled by the person who didn't know how to appreciate on what they have..Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i'm so sick............

"There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life."–annynomous

 it's time to move on,
time to get going,
what lies ahead,
i have no way of knowing,
but under my feet,
grass is growing,
Frozen in real time,
i'm losing my mind,
It's time to move on,
it's time to get going,

Friday Entry

hi..Morning All!!
it has been a long time i didn't write for the friday entry..Maybe i'm so it?hahaha...What a day..Today is very peaceful with a raining day..What a beautiful day..i like it..So cold but so calm..As usual i like friday because it's the last day for every weekdays for me to go to work...Yeay!..then tomorrow would be Saturday! i can wake up late not at the early morning..Arghhhh..!..i hate it..!
There were so much thing happen to me for this week..but this time i just let it go and throw it away as far as i can..why should i be sad just for a small thing..i deserved to be happy..let others people with their own way..let it be..but for me, i just want to be my self..Everybody have been hurts but they also had been do i..i don't want to think much on it..Besides, me myself didn't know,is it it's to important for me to think of it?..Yeah..sumtimes we called it "KARMA"..what goes around comes around..what you give, you get back..So just let it to GOD to pay for it..i should be thankful on what i have now..
ok.then let's move to the next story..hurm finally, yesterday i got a part time's actually not really a big deal actually..ngeee..but i really like it..besides i'm so excited..Thanx for my friends,Mr Zhaffran for giving me a chanced..i really appreciated it..At least i got sumthing to do during my free times..if any jobs which i can do after this,please let me know..ok?

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Internship Presentation

Today would be my Internship Presentation with Dr. Jane..My supervisor said maybe she will coming at 2.30 pm..What should i prepare?

Presentation slide = Done
Logbook = Done
Physically = Done
Mentality = Hurm..not so sure..because my heart was messed up already..Arghhh!!Damn...

I hope everything gonna be OK..Please all pray for me..

3.00 pm
Yeay i'm done..Thanx Dr. Jane for evaluating i can have a big smile...

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Gamble Trip to Genting

 On LAst Saturday suddenly got a msg at 5.51 am from a friends..wait at lrt ****** we are goin' to Genting at 8.00 am..what???Then after that i go to the toilet for a bath..hurm..but still didn't ask the permission from my's already 6.30 am..but my bro still sleeping..hurm then i just prepared my self..ngeee..gamble..after that my brother woke up..but sadly he cannot give me the i have to call my mom..Thank GOD...luv u mama..YEAY!!..she gave me the permission to go to Genting..But don't have too muuch pictures at the Genting..all are in my friends camera..what to do..We are going with 7 friends..They are friends of my friends..hurm..let's move on to the pictures..

in front of First World

the ghost

in skyway cable car


wif mr sul n jep

 main entrance
the darkness

maybe i will upload the rest after i got the pictures from them..huhu..That's all fro now..

Monday, November 8, 2010

Someone From The PAst!!

Sudddenly,there was a msg from my ym...He???What??i thought i already deleted him long time ago from my ym list friends...but now...why he still can msg me??arggghhh!!!!!!Please go away!!!!!!!!!!Don’t u ever turn ur back at me again...we already end it all long time ago...please..let me go..u already have ur gf..what else do you want from me..bullshiT!!..why do you want to apologise..we don't have anything to apologies..Beside i already "deleted" u in my life..and now, u just came and say sorry then u said u want me to be with u again...just because u r not happy with ur gf..Then u want me back..WTF!!..Please appreciates on what u have now!..Please!..Please don't make my life so miserable..We already have our own path to live..So please live with it..Please don't regret on what already happened..What already passed between us..Please let it go..Because i just wanna live my life peacefully..and i'm happy on who I am now..i do not have a reason to get mad with you..because it's all already passed..for me it's all just like a piece of my memories..Which i've been through before and i have to let it go..the only things i can do now is just wish that u will change ur attitude and be someone who can appreciates on what they have..please do not hurts other's feeling..i’m sick for being pulling around..Please stop’s already ends..If people can change why not u?..Please change for ur own happiness...It’s too late to regret for what happened now...besides the decision is came from u..not me..u are the one who choose to be like that…Anyway thanks for giving me a chance to through all the pain..if not today I don’t think I can survived..yup. it hurts a lot..but now I can smile and move forward..That’s why we call it a life...Sometimes we are in love and happy..But there’s a time we are down and been hurts..if no ups and downs we are not balanced..rite?? better we try first then we can figure what we have to do next…by the way thanks for ruin my day… annoying!!..Damn it! I already got my own step so I hope you have ur own too...Please grow up don’t be so childish..Please end what u have start..There’s nothing u can get from me now..Times goes by so do i...Just pretend that we’ve never met and know each other before..just pretend that what was already happen just like a nightmare..When u woke up and opens ur eyes at the morning u realized the dreams already gone...U feels so relief because it’s just a dream...Then u can live ur life as usual...just walk ahead like nothing can stopped u from move on..

Dear Heart:Just ignore "him"..let it be..don't be burden by the small tough..ok?

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

women's instincts

"I would rather trust a women's instinct than a man's reason" are the words of Stanley Baldwin. It is a recurring story of women's instinct gaining ground in comparison to men's decisions in the course of shaping up of events in any field whether it is family work or love. Education and exposure have further contributed to sharpen the womanly instinct aiding to portray her as an independent entity with a crystal clear perspective towards life with her womanly nature of patience, calmness and motherly instincts well preserved.

Womanly instinct in love
A woman normally follows her heart and a modern woman's instinct is a good blend of her heart and her head. Though reason has a major hand in her determining her life partner, it is her instinct that first sets her in the path of love. It has to strike her instinct for the person to be her special 'he'. The man has to woo her instinct rather than her in winning her heart. Today's woman's instinct is seldom prone to making errors in the choice of her partner. Her instinct helps her foresee as to how her life will shape up with a particular person. It is somewhere deep within her heart, an intuition or an instinct tells her what has to be decided. Reason spring up with the validity of facts but the absence of a positive signal from her instincts results in a less fulfilling relationship like that of a beautiful flower sans fragrance.

Womanly instinct in family
Women are naturally prone to nest building, home making and family life. They are genetically featured to care taking and protecting.

"Behind every man's success is a woman" is a popular saying. In fact it is the womanly instincts that pave way for a man's success. Women possess better emotional stability when compared to men. A man's reason coupled with a woman's instinct will help in accurate decision making at home. Her womanly instinct with her patience and forbearance, love and warmth sets the platform for a harmonious home. Her instinct plays a major role in her family life in decision-making from the choice of her kid's school to major decisions like investments and children's marriage. A school with novel features and facilities may not interest her as her motherly instinct will look out for a place that will be more comfortable for her child to grow and learn. Similarly her motherly instincts play a major role guiding her son or her daughter in the choice of their partners for a happy and harmonious life. Her instincts points out what features in a marriage proposal will provide her daughter a peaceful living.

Womanly instincts at work
Women are naturally endowed with the ability to nurture and care that they dominate in vocations like nursing, teaching, animal welfare and gynecology. It is the basic female instinct to protect and love that has paved way for women's perpetual presence in these fields.

A healthy relationship with employees or subordinates can boost up one's business. This is in fact one of the important leadership qualities of today. A good working environment breeds a good working culture and better results. Women' instincts enable them to be good leaders with their relationships developing skills as employees follow the person and not the rank. It is often a woman's patience and the readiness to listen to the problems faced by the employee that help procuring better results and promoting better work culture. An amiable and friendly atmosphere gives way for a better performance and productivity by developing good personal relationships in teamwork. Women's instincts are much recognized at modern work culture as they are asked to rely on their instincts and values to aid them for a promising performance.

Hence women's instincts work the best immaterial of where and how they are employed.

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