Friday, December 17, 2010

A Spoil Toaster

Good Morning everyone..cempaka in da house..ngee..what a beautifull morning..but sadly a toaster has ruined everything..arghhhhhhh...actually this morning i want to breakfast with a butterscotch bread toasted...but i don't know why the toaster was nor kept vomit back my bread...even i pressed it so many what's left just a hot neslo with the i just "cicah" the butterscotch with my hot neslo..hurmmm.........

Last night i had message him that i'm gonna be back to my hometown next week..but i don't know why he didn't reply till it he was angry with my decision..but what can i do..i have to do that..what else left here for me..i cannot just sit down without doing anything..better i go back to my hometown..atleast i can be with my parents..i missed my mom and dad so much...hurm..if he didn't want to understand my situation,what else i can do..let it be...i just hope that one day he can understand why i'm doing's all for our own goods...

one more thing that not supposed to be happen was "an email"..arghh..why it kept coming to my's so annoying..could you understand that there's nothing could change....even so many emails send it to my inbox...

Dear heart:can i have a peaceful vacation please...really needed..

Thursday, December 16, 2010


time goes by..but i'm still like this..kept regret on doing the same mistakes..hurm..i afraid to leave,but i think i have too..either i like it or not..there's nothing left here for me..arghhhhh i hate this feeling so much!!i wish i were sumone else now...sometimes, being in love it's not a wonderful things that ever happened in your life...sometimes it can be a disaster...Love also can make your life so miserable...

" there can be thousands way to destroy a relationship, but it just take two hearts to keep the relationship intact - if both hearts know how."

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Sunday Morning

hye..morning all......i'm at Ampang..haish...haven't breakfast yet..what should i do today??hurm mayb going out somewhere and have a walk...

Saturday, December 11, 2010



Friday, December 10, 2010

time to climb :)

On last tuesday,8 December was a public holiday for "Awal Muharram" my brother's family and i were went to genting higlang..yeah it's time to it?..Actually we were went to Strawberry farm....hurm we went there at 1 pm..but it's still cold...yup it is because being at the high lands..hehehe,,that's why it's so cold...
There were some pictures taken..

at the farm entrance

wow so many strawberries

time to eat the strawberry

strawberry stuff

wif da flowers



Then after that my brother bring us to Genting theme park..but just for a walk...

Yes I choose to be me not You..

OMG!i missed u so much..i really missed u..i miss to has been a while that i don't have any mood to update my blog..sorry readers...but now let me update what was happened to me since i'm not i'm still in KL looking for a job...arghh talking about finding a job really make me grow up and knew about the real world outside...but let me hold first the story..

A friend..
Since i was doing my industrial training she was being my "lover"...than we had dating for a few times in KL..hehe..sorry my dear coz for the late update..i hope you dont mind..otey + i'm laughing just because of that...u really make my day...even sometimes u was the one who "lipas" me..ahahaha..what was i'm talking about..hey it's up to me la..this is my blog rite..."percintaan"...what else? blueberry tart cheese, spaghetti,,or being an artist....adoiyaiiii..seriously missed u rite now...hey!please come back faster...then we had a cool vacation together..otey?+...hurm ..actually on 22 November 2010..i was dating with her at KLCC..actually we had dating before at another place..but we don't have any pictures as an we had all that...ahahahaha...seriously sengal...actually some of the picture was taken by "foreigner" it? long as we had a picture together...let's see the picture

-breakfast time-then after that we can continue our dating

the word "percintaan" was start here....

at playground.."berdekah-dekah"..and keep laughing 

KLCC la kunun..ahahaha

"a snail hug"arghhh..keep laughing..

waiting for the lrt and go back :(
for u my dear..i believe that u'll find the happiness better than what u had before...just wait and pray..."percintaannnnn" u more...don't noty2 if not i "lipas u"

Next episode " an interview"
Actually on 22 November when i was dating with miss FSH i had a call for an interview on the next day and the day after tomorrow..

1.Management Trainee (23 November 2010)
Interview at Wisma Central, was my first time actually being attend for an nervous and 12.00 pm i was went to the company with sumone who accompany me..thanx to that person..i was intervied by a manager named Mr. Raj..hurm..speaking..bla2...and he said in two days if i got the job,they will call me back..ok...fine...

2.Graphic Designer cum Web Designer at POLO travel...(24 November 2010)
The position needed by a travel company at jln i went there by a taxi because it's hard for me to park a car if i went by a i just take a taxi..hurm..the interview was ok..but maybe they want a person with an experience so ofcourse it's not me..than it's ok....i just try my luck and get a new's so great to have all that..hehehe..
since wait for all the feedback from those company i was at my brother's home finished my industrial training report..arghh damn!i had no idea to write the report..but i have to..i just try my best to finish it as best as i can..hhahaha..what else i can do rite??

Saturday (27 November 2010)
i was doing the report,then at 12 pm i got a phone call..and not from my contact number..that i just answered it...May i speak to Ms. haryati...yes speaking..."congratulation you had choose by the company to attend a training for the position bla bla bla..."please come on monday for the training...yeay i got the job...

At 9.45 am i was arrived at the company..then i saw a few people were filled up the form..after that i know that they were came for the training same goes to me...what??why they hired so many people..??hurm i'm so curious about that..but let it heart said just try first..then Mr. Raj the manager came and give a speech and briefing about our training..then bla bla..Everybody had one supervisor then we have to go out and came back at the office at 5.30 pm for the second interview...hah??what is going on actually??weird..but what to do, i already here and i have to continue my training..then my supervisor and me were went to Damansara..The Sv said when we reached there,i can see how they do their job...hurm...arghh actually what happened was we have to sold a Domino's voucher to the company in that area...WHAAATTTTTTTT?WTF??Bullshit!!!!!!!!!!is it it was being like a promoter or salesgirl...arghhhh Damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WTH!urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i'm so angry with myself..i felt like i'm being fool...stupid!..then believe me that was my last day for ever..ahaha..and i just go back home just like that...then the sv kept calling me,asking about me....Arghhh i just leave the's so scary ok!after that i be more careful in finding a job..ahahahahha..seriously it's really ruined my day.... but when i think back,its good for me to through all this thing so that i can be more independent in the future...if not i still didn't know about the real world..about many kinds of way on how people survived their own life............fuhhh..that's why we call it "a life"..

so that's why i choose to be me,not anyone else..everyone have their own ways on how to survive their life..and how to get their own happiness...but if you not being honest for yourself believe me you had nothing to hold except your own fool...