Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Today..Suddenly someone asking me what if a relationship doesn’t have the blessing from the parents..which is doesn’t have family approval..i was so shocked..i couldn’t expect the question was came from that person...what should I answer to that it the person was so serious about the relationship??..and really want to end up..even though I already have the answer for the question, but deep down in my heart I’m still hope that one day it will change..for now the only thing I can do is just keep praying that I could have the blessing..Ya Allah…please help me to face it..but what if,I can’t have the blessing??can I move on and forget all the past??i know, I should prepared myself for any possibility.. Is it wrong to love someone who did not have our parents expectation..yeah..maybe our parents have their own reasons..ofcourse every parents wanted the best for their children..but sometimes it hurts a lot..i believe that they did for our own good..maybe it’s hurt for now, but in the future we will thankful to our parents..hopefully…OMG..why life is so hard and demanding??(sigh)..hurm..i try so hard and get so far..but I think is not worth it to have a relationship without an approval from the parent..whatever happen, family must be my first matter how hard for me to accept that..but I have too..
Dear Heart:
Just keep praying and hope for the blessing..
Just keep in mind that God knows what is the best for you..
Whatever happen it’s all faith..
Please don’t regret it..
You already try your best..

You want it.
You got it..
You lost it then..
You found it..
You shift and You flied for a hundred miles to get here..
Then You had it all..

Sunday, March 28, 2010 new family..

nurqaisara qistina batrisyia bt mohd farid 

born on 15/3/2010 at 1235 am
weight:2.7 kg

this year i've got my second niece..yipeeee..this time was a baby girl..but so sad,i can't go back home to see my sister and her daughter..congratz sis..miss both of u so much..cannot wait to see u guys...mmuaaahhh

after 3 or 4 days qaisara got "demam kuning"..cian bucuk cik sis have mms to me some pictures of qaisara while she was in hospital. pity..

she has to wear a special eye patch to cover her eyes while she was put under the light 

 sleeping beauty..even she had to sleep in the ward..sbr yerk cayang..

Sweet Escape

escaping from attending the HCI and VIP class on 17 march...ngee..actually on that morning lea n me already walked to wait for da bus to go to the class..but i dun know how, suddenly there was a bubble talk with us saying that "arghh xde moodnye nk g kls..jom kua" lea n me staring to each other..then both of us said.."jom sewa keta"..what??haha..then 11 a.m we're going to The Spring and have a lunch at PETE's western..

Black Pepper Chicken Chop
RM 10++
Taste : Neutral

..let's eat..

24 March..
A released tension outing..Lea n me again..hehe..start at 3p.m till 2 a.m..fuhh..what a tiring day..but i'm so enjoyed  the day..and most importantly this was 1st time for me n lea watching a movie in 3D hall..we're watching Alice In Wonderland Movie..haha so "sakai" like my fwen said..both of us so excited after wearing the 3D glasses..and we're not wasting our time to have a photo by wearing the 3D glasses..but the funny thing was,after that some of guys in front of us were doing the same thing like us..haha maybe i was a first time being in 3D hall too..wakaka...
Synopsis of Alice in Wonderland
Alice in Wonderland is a 2010 fantasy adventure film directed by Tim Burton, written by Linda Woolverton, and starring Mia Wasikowska, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, Anne Hathaway, Crispin Glover, Michael Sheen and Stephen Fry. It is an extension of Lewis Carroll's novels Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass. The film uses a technique of combining live action and animation.

In the film, Alice is now nineteen years old and accidentally returns to Underland (misheard by Alice and believed to be called Wonderland), a place she visited thirteen years previously. She is told that she is the only one who can slay the Jabberwocky, a dragon-like creature controlled by the Red Queen who terrorizes Underland's inhabitants. Burton said the original Wonderland story was always about a girl wandering around from one weird character to another and he never felt a connection emotionally, so he wanted to make it feel more like a story than a series of events. He does not see this as a sequel to previous films or a re-imagining. It premiered in London at the Odeon Leicester Square on February 25, 2010 and was released in Australia on March 4, 2010 and the United States and the United Kingdom on March 5, 2010 through IMAX 3-D and Disney Digital 3-D, as well as in traditional theaters.
 retrieve from wikipedia

i would rating 4 star for the's so nice and the effects were so impressing.


Saturday, March 27, 2010

..a gamble trip..

last nite my housemate said that she has a field trip at Kg Telaga Air,Matang..Kuching..then i dun know why, i'm so excited to follow her..haha..then..suddenly this morning i just joined my housemate groups to go to jetty kg telaga air..hurm...wake up in the early morning,and by 8 a.m. we were waiting for the rental car..haish..the owner of the KELISA auto was so demanding..arghhhh i hate her..da la janji kambing..haha..ade ke janji kambing..why??because we have to wait about 1 hour for the car..shitt..bley x ko ckp awal2..hurm..watever this is the 1st and the last for me to deal with that person..actually not me at the 1st place who was rented the car but my housemate friends..and today was my 1st time drive using the auto car..wakaka..nervous..but at last i can make it..sonok jgk..ngeeee..there were some pictures for my trip happy..because i have a great moment by sightseeing at Kg. Telaga Air..

~welcome to Tebing Sungai Kg. Telaga Air~


a cloudy day

..Jetty Kg. Telaga Air..

..wif my housemate.. frenz..

..we were having a good time..

Thursday, March 25, 2010

.. masquerade dinner..

..On 14 march 2010 was annual dinner for my was held at Panview Hotel,Kuching..The theme was Masquerade was fun n enjoyable..but just for the photography session i guess..ngee..whatever..i’m used to wear the Arabian concept..because I wanted to wear “purdah” as my mask..haha..the “jubah” actually belong to my I juz cut off my budget from buy a new one by borrowing the jubah from her..erm nothing much to say..hopefully this dinner would be the last dinner for me…I mean dinner for the let’s enjoy some pictures from the dinner....

me wif a piano

wearing purdah

wearing mask

our batch

..simple mind group.. our dress..
 u guys..

Sunday, March 7, 2010 list..

..get into my room..
..look at my hp.. misscall at..
..12.10 A.M..'s from the one who i thought i already deleted the person from my life..
is it true??
..then why??..
..why so sudden?..
..OMG..why when i already has the strength to move on,then this happen..
..DEAR Heart..
..just forget it..
..let it be ok??..

Saturday, March 6, 2010


no more more doubt..
..the truth is i'm happy..even i have to be aware for the "update status"..wakaka..
is it fair??..but its better like this then without knowing anything..anyway i really didn't expect dat "??" can do like this.."terharu babe" first tu "sentap" gak..but when i know the truth, i'm so satisfied..whatever..after this i cannot just simply put in sumthin' into the words..just keep it inside and live ur life peacefully..

..settle down.. relief..
..wat u giv u get back..
..hurm..what to do..what past is past.. u wish..


..wat a nite..
OMG!!sumone found an account wif my profile picture..but the name was different...
meaning dat...KANTOI...TIDAAKKKKKKKKKKKK..when "dat person" found out??and why must "dat person" using my picture as "dat person" account...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....wat should i do..??just pretending that nothing happen..and juz wait for DA Day for "dat person" want to explode...what weapon should i prepare for da day???uwaaaa so it my fault??i thought i'll ready informed "dat person" dat i have the account..oh GOD please bless me..for now i think i just act as usuall..ngeeeee....watever..arghhh geram..all this happen because of dat psycho person....DAMN iT!!..