..Gamble..

arghhhh..suddenly all the ideas to write here was lost???OMG!!where it had been gone...oopss before i forgot i already buy a new beg, actually a sling beg..finally i made up my mind to buy a new one..i thinks it's time to let it go the old one..even there were so much memory with that..i think i should throw it away..now it's the rite time for me to wear a new one and to forget the past..erkk??what actually i talking about..is it it's all about the beg??or more than that...even it's hard for me to let it go..but i have too...i have to change it..what ever happen in future it's all fate..no one can expect what will happen next..so as a human being we have to change..change for a better life..We, humans, are making mistakes. Accept what we did wrong and try to do better next time. No need to punish yourself forever. In fact, accepting our mistakes is the only way to make them disappear...Maybe you got hurt by somebody. Happens. Just accept it and deal with it. People are making mistakes and if you can accept that for yourself, accept it for your friends too. In the end, all you need from them is their love...life is so hard rite..there were so much things to face it...(sigh)

it's happen to anybody called "she"...
one day..her bf was planning to bring her gf to go out went for a shopping with his mother..But suddenly his mum's car was broke down..so what to do..Then his bf ask her to go to his house and met his mum..it was her 1st time met his mother face to face...she so nervous...Along the way to go to her bf house, she kept thinkin' what should she said...hurm..finally they met..then they were chatting about everything..bla bla bla bla...his mother dun want her to go back home early..but she have to..she had something else to do..besides there were so many things played in her head after met her mother bf...urghhhh..she felt so guilty..but why??why should she felt like that..is it she just knoe that she actually not so serious about their relationship..or maybe she felt uneasy..or maybe she was not ready for being in that situation...so,what should she do??should she just leave the relationship or what??