a letter for ben

ben?..benci??..nope..ofcourse not..but being a person with a small heart..i do  felt so sad...why?..ofcourse because i do love u...and as usuall u said that i'm too sensitive...emotional...but i'm sorry for being annoying at you...for the sake of God..i really don't want to be like this...i really hate it..yup, it hurts me a lot..if i could..could i just being me...arghhh...damn it...go ahead..as long as you happy..sorry for being incomplete to you...if you want too i can just go and leave...the only thing i can do for you just pray for u...i hope one day u will understand how much i love you..and how much i do care about you..even you see me that i'm not..

grrrrrr...vibrate tone..one message received...ahhh fail laa..br nk emo + jiwang2 sket...